26… 720 giorni dopo

 
 
Sunshine, lollipops and rainbows,
Everything that’s wonderful is what I feel when we’re together,
Brighter than a lucky penny,
When you’re near the rain cloud disappears, dear,
And I feel so fine just to know that you are mine!
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Dissertation Proposal

The question I’m aiming to answer is the following:

 

“Traditional documentary practice and dramatized documentary have differed one from the other over the years as far as the techniques and aesthetic strategies adopted are concerned. Assuming that both genres aim to portray reality, can the elements of dramatization of the docudrama present a more faithful representation of reality than that delivered by the traditional documentary practice?"

 

The In-depth study process I undertook both during the first and the second semester of this year concerning the documentary practice in all of its forms has allowed me to expand my knowledge as far as the documentary area is concerned. Learning about the characteristic traits of documentaries, and  understanding how the genre has evolved over the years and has been shaped differently depending on the various artistic waves, has heightened my curiosity and consequently strengthened my will to delve into the area even further.

In particular, I found myself interested in the study of the dramatized documentary with its codes and conventions and more particularly in the great difference between the docudrama genre and the traditional documentary.

These two diverse practices have became distinguished one from the other over the years by aesthetic strategies, themes and technical expedients, but most importantly they have differed as far as the basic “philosophy of action” is concerned: where the traditional documentary practice tends not to stage and interfere  with the objects of its investigation, docudrama relies on actors, scripts and reconstructions of events. It’s this substantial difference, lying at the very heart of the genre’s philosophy which allow us to relate to documentary and docudrama as two distinct cinematographic genres. The only things which always pool together docudrama and traditional documentary are the will of both practices to represent, as I point out in the question, something “real” and the need of both genres to entertain the audience. As John Corner points out in (Corner, 2002:139)

 

 

“…The documentary mode of working, placed as it uncertainly is between the realms of reference and imagination and between the imperatives of information and entertainment, of knowledge and spectacle… is a form that has been blurring boundaries and mixing categories…” (Corner, 2002:139)

 

The different aesthetic criteria through which docudrama and documentary portray real events has fomented debates between traditional die-hard documentarists and  docudrama practitioners over which genre best manages to capture reality. This endless discussion is possibly one of the aspects which most drew my curiosity.

In particular I was attracted by a thought by Ernest Hemingway quoted in (Rosenthal 1999:107):

 

“a writer’s job is to tell the truth. His standard of fidelity to the truth must be so high that his invention out of his experience should produce a truer account than anything factual can be. For facts can be observed badly, but when a good writer is creating something, he has time and scope to make it an absolute truth.” (Ernest Hemingway quoted in Rosenthal, 1999:107)

 

This consideration made me reflect on the possibility of dramatized documentary to obtain a more faithful account of truth than that presented by traditional documentary practice, thanks precisely to the elements of dramatization which characterise the docudrama genre.

By placing this consideration at the basis of my dissertation, I plan to proceed as if I was dealing with a mathematical demonstration: I’ll start with the thesis I want to demonstrate, which is, as I said, that the dramatized elements of the docudrama can eventually lead to a more faithful portrayal of reality than does traditional documentary. I’ll then proceed analysing different examples of docudramas and documentaries made in different periods of time, and will delve into the considerations of critics and supporters of both genres, in order to eventually come to the point of  formulating a solid hypothesis which will lead me to demonstrate my considerations and, hopefully, in the end, will allow me to arrive at a conclusion. A conclusion that wont be a mathematical, irreproachable theorem, but it will rather represent (I hope) a sharable point of view on a subject which is still object of an infinite number of debates.

As far as the research sources are concerned, the primary elements to draw information from are obviously examples of both traditional and dramatized documentaries. Due to the enormous number of films which go under the categories of documentary and docudrama, the material will have to be carefully selected in order to concentrate on the most significant models of each practice. This means focusing on those films which, over the years, have somehow contributed to define both genres.

As to the secondary research sources, a vast number of books has been written (and still is) around the subject, and it should be consequently easy to collect useful information about the argument. However, since I believe the point I’m presenting on the subject to be something quite unusual, and since nobody has managed so far to give a conclusive answer as far as which of the two genres best represents reality,  the books and journals to draw information from will have to be carefully researched.

Specifically, I reckon it will be essential to compare the opinions of the main critics of dramatized documentary and those of the supporters of the genre in order to be able to better define my point on the subject.

A relevant secondary source of information will be Alan Rosenthal’s “Why Docudrama?” (1999). The book is mainly a collection of essays by several contributors such as John Corner, Derek Paget and Leslie Woodhead. All of the authors express different considerations on the use of docudrama and documentary over the years in different spheres, from television, to cinema, to journalistic reports. In my opinion, the book would represent a valuable source of information, since it presents the diverse conceptions of the essays’ authors around the docudrama in relation to its capacity to depict reality in different communication channels.

Another useful source would be Anne Jerslev’s “Realism and ‘Reality’ in Film and Media”. Like Rosenthal’s work, this book is another collection of essays by different authors focusing on the general concept of realism in the cinema and television business. The book tends to focus its attention mainly on current reality based programmes and the problems they’ve raised as far as realism is concerned, and it would obviously be a good source of information on the subject.

“…It addresses and contributes to the increased interest, both inside and outside academia, in questions of reality and the media in the broadest sense.” (Jerslev, 2002:7)

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Documentary essay

COMPARE AND CRITIQUE AT LEAST TWO TYPES OF DOCUMENTARY PRACTICE. MAKE EXPLICIT REFERENCE TO ANY SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THEIR AESTHETIC STRATEGIES, THEIR POLITICAL STANCE AND POLITICAL POSITION.

 

 

The documentary, may be generically defined as a cinematic device which attempts to deliver to the spectator visual information about reality.

This broad definition standing, documentaries have resulted in disparate practices, differing one from the

other, over the years, as far as their aesthetic strategies and the themes they deal with are concerned.

 

I think an early form of documentary can be said to be born at the very same moment as the first cinema of the Lumière brothers. In fact, the first films were photographing images and events of everyday life, such as the arrival of a train, a group workers leaving a factory or some children playing.

However, despite showing the capacity to document reality, the early films of the Lumière brothers were characterised by a complete lack of structure. To find a proper plot development in documentary practice, we have to wait until the early ‘20s of the past century, with Robert Flaherty and his “Nanook of the North” (1922).

I agree with most of the critics, according to whom it’s in the 1920s that the first clear thread of documentary practice was born.

In fact, in the 1920s and early ‘30s, documentary production increased significantly, especially in the U.S.A. and in Russia, in parallel with the experimental cinema of the European avant-garde, in response to the predominant cinematic form of the fiction film. As Ellis and McLane point out in “A New History of Documentary Film”

 

“… by the early nineteen twenties documentary and experimental had emerged alongside fiction to establish the three main impulses of film art, its principal mode. … the avant-garde as well as documentary started as rebellion against the fiction film, which had become the predominant artistic as well as commercial form.” (Ellis and McLane 2006:44)

 

Both the documentarists and the adepts of the avant-garde were in particular against the conventions of the classical narrative Hollywood fiction films, which they recognised as limited in regard to their will to explore further the possibility of film as a medium.

These new artistic tendencies, despite their different approach to the subject, were both trying to make “a truth” stand out; that truth which, according to them, was confuted in the Hollywood fiction films.

 

“For documentarists, conventional fiction films were not realistic enough; for the avant-gardists, they were too realistic. The former wanted external (objective) facts presented fully and accurately; the latter wanted formal (aesthetic) patterns and inner (subjective) truths presented poetically.” (Ellis and MacLane 2006:44)

 

the common will of both the avant-gardists and documentarists to create something more “real” facilitated the union of these two different art forms. To my mind, the fusion between documentary and the avant-garde is best exemplified in what is known in cinema as surrealist documentary.

Surrealism was originally born in France in consequence of the decline of both decadentism and dadaism, along with the diffusion of psychoanalysis. The newborn science stimulated artists to interest themselves in depicting the visions of dreams and of the unconscious.

Films, more than photography, were the best way for many surrealist artists to express themselves. The unexplored land of the unconscious with its multicoloured visions, made the avant-gardist filmmakers gradually abandon the non-objective abstraction of the avant-garde of the early 1920s, strongly influenced by futurism and cubism, to give birth to the new avant-garde of cinematic surrealism.

The first traces we’ve got of the union between documentary and surrealism, date back to the late twenties of the 20th century, and in particular to the “Documents” edited by Georges Bataille. This was a Parisian journal, which first appeared in the French capital city in 1929 and was characterised by a predilection for the grotesque,

Bataille’s journal was intended to be a rebellion  against the artistic canons of the French humanist Borgeoisie. For this reason, it promoted an art deprived of the humanist sense of beauty and went openly against the market logics of the time.

However, despite French models such as Jean Vigo (Taris, Roi de l’Eau – 1931) and Jean Lods (Le Mile – 1934), the best example of surrealist documentary, can be found in Spain with Luis Bunuel and his “Las Hurdes” (Land Without Bread) (1932).

The film is about the miserable conditions of the people who live in Alberca, a small village in the mountainous region of the Hurdes, one of the poorest in Spain.

As a confirmation of Bataille’s definition, as soon as the film began to be screened in cinemas, the audience was shocked by the bizarre taste, so unsuitable for the market and dissimilar to the traditional aesthetic canons of the humanist documentaries. In fact, the strength of “Las Hurdes” and of most of the documentaries which are linked to the thread of the surrealist documentary, is to be researched not in the formal accuracy, but, on the contrary, in the transgression to pre-existing stylistic codes.

According to me, what makes this documentary really stand out is the ability of Luis Bunuel to find the correct balance between the surrealist aspects with all the horrific visions they imply and the actual documentarist approach, and the exploration of the life of the Hurdanos. I think the surreal treatment of the subject allows the director to gain a more detached look in relation to what he’s testifying. This allows him to respect the genuineness of the people who live in Alberca.

Further on, the horrific images we see on the screen prevent us from identifying with the Hurdanos; and, on the other hand, the surreal, extreme insensitivity which transpires from both the film and the unstressed voiceover, avoid us taking the side of the director’s point of view either. In line with the typical aesthetic strategies of surrealism, the film is more of a visionary slideshow rather than a proper narrative processed documentary. In this sense the use in the film of the fourth symphony of Johannes Brahms is also significant, since it manages to emphasise the lack of a diegetic narrative, as well as to create a stylistic contrast between classical culture, represented exactly by the music of the Austrian composer, and the pverty-stricken conditions of the people of Alberca.

 

“Bunuel’s Land Without Bread (1932) forces us to look at the devastating actuality, the poverty of the Las Hurdes region of Spain, in a way that might be described as having the intense irrational reality of a dream – that is, of being sur real.” (Ellis and McLaine 2006:47)

 

Anyhow, surreal documentary didn’t last but a few years between the very end of the 1920s and the beginning of the thirties. The main cause for the short life of the movement, is to be sought outside cinema: Europe in the early thirties was being shaken by the rise of Adolph Hitler and Nazism in Germany in 1933 and later by the fascist revolution of Francisco Franco in Spain; and by the rise of Stalinism in Russia. In particular Germany was now being seen as the supreme enemy. Adolph Hitler’s politics, in fact, being a danger for European democratic society, was also constituting a threat to freedom of thought and consequently to art in general.

For this reason, artists, including filmmakers, started to believe in the necessity of a strong socio-political consciousness, necessary in order to survive the threat of Nazism. The consequence of this new tendency was a sudden abandoning of the previous avant-garde, which was denounced for its dealing in a superficial manner with themes no longer considered important.

 

“… political ‘engagement’ became a near-necessity for Britain’s intellectuals, and the formalist explorations of the twenties were often viewed unfavourably by the new generation of critics and directors.” (Buckell 2005:34)

 

Although the avant-gardists sided with left wing politics, almost none of them expressed any political convictions in their films, which were, as I said, focused on the inner world of the human psyche. Therefore, a changing of focus on to the more daily problems of politics and society, called for a radical change of aesthetic strategies: where surrealists used an editing process which avoided a clear diegetic narrative,  the filmmakers of the thirties opposed a linear narrative; where surrealists expressed their art by having recourse to visionary landscapes, often contrasting the images with music, the documentarists of the thirties opted for the lucidity of realism and a diegetic use of the soundtrack.

The focus on political issues in the documentaries of the thirties increased quickly and considerably.

Especially in countries such as England and France, where fear of both Russian Stalinism on the one hand and the Nazi threat of Hitler on the other was high, filmmakers found little or no difficulties in realising their films. It was no rare thing in such countries that it was directly the government which financed political documentaries, in order to have the population made more aware of the acute dangers of the totalitarian regimes. Since the government was supporting documentaries of political propaganda and social awareness, many documentarists found an easy way to have their works produced without much effort. It is no accident  that almost all of the documentarists of the thirties were politically committed, and especially to the left.

With a generation of filmmakers more aware of the social and political problems of their time, the new aim of their work was no longer the search for beauty, for “art for art’s sake”, but rather they concentrated their efforts in order to create something “as real as possible”, something which could reproduce faithfully the socio-political reality in which they lived; usually exploiting unstressed voiceovers to better emphasize their non-research of aesthetic expedients.

However, many directors, despite being conscious of the seriousness of the situation of the time, didn’t stop their quest for creativity. Documentarists such as Robert Flaherty (Industrial Britain – 1933) and Alberto Cavalcanti (Coal Face – 1936) both denounced the conditions of poverty of the industrial workers and miners in Britain, trying to balance raw actuality with an aesthetic taste, using what John Grierson, one of the fathers of English documentary, defines as “creative treatment of actuality”.

The same John Grierson, in the 30s, contributed by creatively producing many social-conscious films together with the British GPO.

On the other hand, in Russia and Germany it was practically impossible for the filmmakers to express themselves and in general to make any films at all. The only exceptions were those films wanted and approved by the regime; which used them as propagandist means to gain the support of their peoples.

 

“Documentaries in the 1930s were connected with economic and political upheavals and innovations. Totalitarian regimes employed them to gain the allegiance of their people. In Britain and the United States they were used to try to strengthen democratic societies in the face of ailing economies at home and imperialist aggression abroad.” (Ellis and McLane 2006:227)

 

To find another new, significant documentary practice, we must wait until the sixties.

After the second world war and the atrocities it implied, documentarists experienced a phase not characterised by anything really relevant in terms of innovation. I would say the fifties, apart from the gradual growth of television as a mean of mass entertainment, weren’t an important decade for the production of documentaries; I think they were rather a decade of transition, during which were constituted the basis for the rise of the documentary production of the sixties.

At the very end of the fifties, television had increased its power considerably, thanks also to the incredible mass purchase of the appliance. This, in addition to an unprecedented improvement in the field of recording equipments (lightweight cameras, possibility of synchronous recording of both sound and video) created the condition for the rise of the so called “Cinema Verité”.

By the end of the 1950s in Europe, and in particular in France, the clear political stance and social awareness of the documentarists of the thirties was over. The arrival of better living standards which characterised the post-war period, resulted in the abandoning of political idealism on the part of the population. This new generation, which in France took the name of “Nouvelle vague” (New Wave), was devoted to amusement, relaxation and was characterised by a general indifference toward politics. In cinema, this particular climate resulted in a generation of young directors determined to fight commercial cinema and its conventions, with films which expressed their personal vision of the world around them. This was made possible thanks to the new lightweight cameras and the new sound technology, which allowed the filmmakers to move around and shoot without the encumbrance of a big crew with all the economic expenses it required; and also thanks to the new unexpected lack of interest by side of the population to mainstream Hollywood commercial movies and a major interest in independent documentary production. For the new generation of directors, however, it wasn’t Hollywood that represented the main “enemy” any longer; the new threat was now the television. As I said, television had gained a worldwide influence on the people, by giving them fun and entertainment and a fictitious image of the outside world. It was exactly the fictitious face of television that caused the critical reaction of the Documentarists of the sixties. In fact, they placed the search for  “Truth” at the centre of their works, giving birth to the cinematic movement which took the name of “Cinema Vérité” in Europe and “Direct Cinema” in the United States.

 

“the whole function of television is to produce a visible world, visible and comprehensible at the touch of a switch and in whose production no other effort is required” ( Godard quoted in MacCabe 1980:141)

 

Cinema Vérité adepts were interested in common people, living their normal everyday life. They were trying to capture life “as it actually is”, in opposition to the fictitious image of reality proposed by television productions. They were convinced that this was possible by not interfering with the action of the characters. To achieve their goal, and make the contrast between their films and those produced by television stand out, they used new aesthetic expedients; different from the ones adopted in the thirties and from those of the surrealist documentary. We no longer find the abstract visions of surrealist nor the harmonic structure of realism. In Cinema Vérité, we find shaky hand-held cameras, an unusual photography, in open contrast with the traditional one, live-recorded sound; all elements which contributed, together with the particular way in which the directors dealt with the subjects of their movies, to create something “super-realistic”. In Cinema Vérité and Direct Cinema the search for “truth” is so obsessive that what we get on the screen goes inevitably to the detriment of art. As far as I’m concerned, Cinema Vérité is the extreme opposite of the surrealist documentary. If surrealist cinema is focused on the exploiting of the “artistic power” of cinema, preferring the pure beauty of the images to the development of a logical structure, Cinema Vérité, on the other hand, is so concentrated on the search for “truth” that the camera becomes a sterile recorder of what is in front of the lens, depriving the film of the artistic elements which characterise film as an art form. Moreover, if according to Cinema Vérité the director of the film must not intrude in any way into his subject, the film ends up lacking in personality.

 

“…the observational style is problematic because it implies the filmmakers’ loss of voice… pure observation comes at the expense of commitment, interventionism and authorship.” (Bruzzi 2006:69)

 

Apart from the lack of art which characterised Cinema Vérité and Direct Cinema movies, I think another problem is linked with the actual amount of “truth” we can witness in these movies. Probably, the incredible technical improvement, left Cinema Vérité adepts with the feeling that they could now do anything they wanted to with films. Leaving aside whether a Cinema Vérité documentary is enjoyable and well realized or not, I think I can argue that none of them actually manages to capture the absolute truth they were claiming. As most of the critics nowadays assert, as long as there are people who make decisions about what to shoot  and how to edit it, films will always be subjective.

 

“There isn’t any Cinema Vérité. It’s necessary a lie from the moment the director intervenes – or it isn’t cinema at all.” (Franju quoted in Levin 1971:119)

 

Despite the difference of approach to the subject (European Cinema Vérité adepts believed that one character would open up and reveal his real self in front of the camera, while American Direct Cinema filmmakers thought it was necessary to get the subject during a situation in which he would not be aware of the camera), I’d personally say that the documentaries of these filmmakers are so deprived of artistic value and lacking story development, that, despite few exceptions, all that transpires from these films is their failure to keep faith to an utopian objective such as that of the representation of the absolute truth.

 

“Cinema Vérité is first of all a lie, and secondly a childish assumption about the nature of film. Cinema Vérité is a joke. Only people without feelings or convictions could even think of making cinema vérité. I happen to have strong feelings and some of my dreams and prejudices are under and in everything I do.” (Rosenthal 1978:7)

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spirito del tempo

Mi è capitato di recente di vedere il documentario-ritratto dal nome altisonante "Zeitgeist" (che a quanto pare è tedesco e significa "spirito del tempo") messo insieme da tal Peter Joseph.
Cercando in rete recensioni riguardanti questo prodotto, (sia cercando i risultati in italiano che quelli in inglese) tutto ciò che si riesce ad ottenere sono commenti entusiasti di individui che acclamano il prodotto come "il più grande documentario di tutti i tempi" o gente che, senza esporsi, si limita a fare un riassunto dei temi trattati da tale film.       
 
Innanzitutto "Zeitgeist" altro non è che un collage di still images e archive footage montati insieme in rapida successione ed associati ad una mitragliata non-stop di informazioni che, accuratamente condite da suggestivi effetti eco e americanate affini, frastornano lo spettatore per circa due ore, lsciandogli la sensazione di essere stato realmente di fronte ad una illuminante manifestazione di pura verità.
Se si supera l’iniziale effetto da sbornia audio-visiva e si osservano più attentamente le informazioni riportate, ci si riscopre di fronte a nulla più che teorie suggestive e molte contraddizioni.
Nella prima parte del film si cerca di dimostrare l’inesistenza storica di Gesù Cristo, portando in soccorso di tale ipotesi numerose coincidenze che a quanto pare esistono tra le tappe della vita di Cristo riportate dai vangeli e dalla bibbia, e numerose religioni di popolazioni esistite prima dell’anno zero.
Senza considerare che, ai fini del messaggio della filosofia cristiana, l’effettiva esistenza di Cristo è del tutto irrilevante, resta il fatto che le idee riportate dal film sono supposizioni suggestive alla "Codice da Vinci" che, per quanto si sforzino di portare alla luce un’inattaccabile verità, costituiscono solamente delle ipotesi che tali rimangono.
 
Ragionamenti che, peraltro, sono frutto principalmente di due autori, accuratamente quotati nello stesso sito ufficiale di "Zeitgeist" (" zeitgeistmovie.com), che danno l’idea di essere un po’ una copia mal riuscita di Dan Brown.
Il film prosegue suggerendo che gli attentati dell’11 settembre siano stati un auto attentato.
Anche qui, per dimostrare tale ipotesi ci si affida ad un surrogato di immagini e notizie che non conosce tregua, ci si attacca ai libri dei custodi della verità, ad interviste alla gente scossa che era sul luogo al momento degli attentati, ad allusioni di esperti nel campo della demolizione edifici, a persone che erano a conoscenza di un piano atto a confondere i caccia che avrebbero dovuto intercettare gli aerei degli autoattentatori.. insomma, un concentrato di suggestioni dall’acre odore di cagata degno degli eletti che fanno i documentari sugli alieni.
 
Il bello, in ogni caso, arriva nella terza ed ultima parte.
Si inizia con un attacco sferrato ai canali di comunicazione di massa: tv, internet, cinema, accusando la mancanza di oggettività che li contraddistingue. Ironico come un documentario spacciato per oggettivo si affidi per la sua distribuzione agli stessi canali di controllo delle masse che sta accusando di passiva soggettività..
si prosegue quindi affermando che le banche private americane controllano il mondo.
Ora, sebbene io, come penso la stragrande maggioranza dell’audience, non sia particolarmente a conoscenza dell’effettivo meccanismo economico alla base del complesso rapporto tra stato e banca privata, non posso fare a meno di notare quanto mi sembri improbabile come ragionamento quello che l’economia statale fallisca per via del "signoraggio" (lo stato prende soldi dalle banche private con una percentuale di interesse su ogni banconota emessa). Ma anche ammesso che questo meccanismo sia effettivamente alla base del rapporto tra banca privata e stato, è contro gli stessi interessi della banca un simile provvedimento, inquanto palese il fatto che lo stato, non potendo risanare il debito bancario, affondando, si tira con se le banche private, a loro volta rimaste a secco d’entrate.
 
Mi sembra inoltre che in uno stato di crisi finanziaria come quello attuale, le prime istituzioni a fallire siano prorpio le banche private.
 
Un ultima considerazione la merita lo stesso """regista""" Peter Joseph (che regista non è inquanto non è presente nel film un singolo spezzone di materiale da lui girato e che non sia di archivio o tratto da lavori altrui; il film è stato realizzato interamente in sala di montaggio).
significativa è una sua dichiarazione in un’intervista rilasciata riguardo al suo film "Zeitgeist" in cui sostiene di non avere la pretesa di possedere la verità.. peccato che poi concluda il film con la frase bianca su sfondo nero "Revolution is now"..
 
 
P.S. l’attacco ai mezzi di comunicazione e la pretesa di obiettività, è stata il centro della ricerca di molti cineasti della nouvelle vague ormai più di quarant’anni fa. "Revolution is now" è pressochè plagiato dal film "Le Vent d’Est"di Jean-Luc Godard.
 
 

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fua

fopparbacco, il mio blog sembra proprio defunto..
 
                                                                        ..no ma prometto che prima o poi ritorno a scrivere qualcosina..
                                                                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                                                                  .. bello poi incanalare frasi sconnesse da mentecatto..
 
.. hahahahahahahahahahahah..
 
                                             ..no poi bello scritto così voglio dire ha anche un perchè recondito..
 
                                                                                                                                             .. magari un segno di interpunzione qua e là aiuterebbe..
 
.. i-n-t-e-r-p-u-n-z-i-o-n-e..                                                
                                                                                          \              / 
                                      ..ma a chi parlo?                       …..                …..
                                                                                   \________________/
                                                                                                                                                                            ..tanto sonno..
 
 
 
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26.. 365 giorni dopo

 
 
 
 
 
 
 Oh it’s such a perfect day,
I’m glad I spent it with you.
Oh such a perfect day,
You just keep me hanging on,
You just keep me hanging on.
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cacciagione

basta l’occhio del cerbiatto
per trasformare il predatore
in preda.
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62

dopo un breve ma intenso letargo di qualche mese, ritorno infine a scrivere ancora una volta su questo blog dimenticato da dio.

il freddo dell’inverno e la lunga pausa che mi sono preso da qualunque attività di scrittura si sono fatti sentire:

la mia mente è senza idee, e il mio stile è ormai il fantasma di quello che era un tempo..

..ah beata gioventù andata a male..

a che pro togliere ragnatele e muffa dal mio spazio personale se ogni frase che scrivo nasce stentando e conbattendo contro sè stessa, per infine morire al tanto sospirato punto?

la verità è che questo intervento dovevo scriverlo molti mesi fa, alla fine dell’inizio, o inizio della fine che dir si voglia.. cioè insomma, dopo la maturità.

già, la maturità.. dopo 5 SUDATISSIMI anni (se se me l’han detto) quale epilogo migliore poteva mai esserci? quale miglior coronamento di tanti sforzi se non 62?

beh, potreste obiettare voi, potevi puntare a qualcosina di più.

e invece no, è qui che vi sbagliate!

insomma.. SESSANTADUE/CENTESIMI! il voto perfetto: non è il calcio in culo del 60 e nemmeno il superamento fortuito del calcio in culo del 61.. 62: il voto perfetto del cazzone pigro che raccoglie i pochi ma dolci frutti che un accorto ozio gli ha permesso di raggiungere.

e poi che cazzo volete? il mio far niente mi ha comunque consentito di andarmene da quella fogna di Varese e trasferirmi a "studiare" in terra anglosassone, Inghilterra o Anglia per gli amici.

tornando per un attimo al problema dello stile ormai scomparso.. beh, non ho molte scuse.. potrei dire che è semplice carenza di esercizio, oppure mancanza di idee, oppure ancora potrei giustificarmi dando la colpa al mio momento di felicità, al mio non aver nessuno con cui prendermela.. c’è chi dice che potrei prendermela con la bellezza perchè va di moda.. ma ho pensato di graziarvi e di non fare cose avventate.

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La morte alla base della vita

dio esiste.

la considerazione, per me inusuale, mi balza ovvia agli occhi.

tuttavia sarebbe sbagliato parlare di una conversione.

dio non è infatti il dio del cristianesimo o di una qualsiasi altra religione, ma bensì un’entità astratta, che nulla ha a che vedere con una "fede".

la necessità di dio è data dalla perfezione del disegno naturale in ogni minimo dettaglio dello stesso; tale ricercatezza e minuziosità non è dettata dal caso, ma bensì da una mente.

il nostro mondo, e in generale tutto l’universo, è come una trottola di morte: ogni singola cosa è finalizzata a perpetuarsi nell’eterna contemporanietà del cosmo, per poi morire.

la morte del singolo essere, uomo compreso, è ricercata tanto quanto la perpetuazione della specie. è una cosa intrinseca al soggetto, sebbene non volontaria. qualsiasi essere tende all’autodistruzione, senza tuttavia saperlo; e anzi, la mente del vivente rifiuta categoricamente questa verità, inquanto questa priva l’uomo di quello scopo all’esistenza che ogni individuo cerca per se stesso, sebbene non ci sia di fatto.

perchè viviamo? per morire e fare figli che possano fare figli e morire.

è un ciclo perfetto che trascende l’idea di tempo.

il tempo, altro non è che un’eterna contemporanietà in cui tutto nasce e muore a ripetizione. passato e futuro sono dimensioni riferibili solo agli elementi singoli che costituiscono il tutto, inquanto unici caratterizzati da un inizio e una fine; il tutto, la trottola di morte, è in un eterno presente, prima e dopo coincidono.

pertanto questa trottola non ha avuto un inizio, nè avra mai una fine.

perchè dio crea ciò? è inutile cercare una risposta a questa domanda: il perchè, il come, e qualsiasi domanda in generale, sono caratteristiche proprie umane, non divine. questo meccanismo, ai miei occhi di uomo,perciò, non può che risultare senza senso.

va detto anche che l’uomo è geloso di tutti quegli attributi che lo rendono diverso dagli animali e che non può spiegarsi. emblematica in tal senso è la facoltà di amare:

solo l’uomo si ritiene capace di ciò, e ritiene questo sentimento una realtà appurata ed imprescindibile alla sua natura. pertanto, ridurre la sua delicatezza e raffinatezza esistenziale ad un semplificativo "procrea e muori" non può che andare incontro ad un rifiuto da parte del singolo.

qualsiasi sentimento volge alla morte, persino l’indifferenza, il più sottile dei sentimenti, erroneamente identificato con l’assenza di sensazione (situazione che non si verifica mai, inquanto l’uomo muore sempre). tutti i sentimenti sono graditi all’uomo, anche se non ce ne rendiamo conto, inquanto indice di esistenza effettiva, e quindi di possibilità di morte.

da parte mia devo aggiungere che, tuttavia, inquanto uomo, non posso vivere con una simile immagine mentale della mia esistenza, che vedo come unica ed irripetibile. ho bisogno di sentirmi valorizzato e unicizzato, come tutti. ho bisogno di provare sensazioni che identifico come vita, e non come morte. ho bisogno di amare e di essere amato, e ho bisogno di credere che tutto ciò che faccio non sia finalizzato alla mia fine o all’avere figli. non voglio sentirmi un pezzo della trottola di morte, voglio essere UOMO, perfetto nel mio dubbio e nella mia imperfezione, nella mia supposizione, nella mia beata illusione.

Leopardi ha sbagliato: uomo non è chi vive nella coscienza della propria situazione (nel suo caso nella coscienza della sofferenza, nel mio caso nella coscienza della morte); ma bensì chi la fugge, chi crea un dio da venerare che non sia dio ma uomo, un qualcuno " a sua immagine e somiglianza" a cui porgere domande umane e ricevere risposte umane.

alla morte, l’uomo ha bisogno di sentirsi rispondere "vita!" "paradiso!" "immortalità!". l’uomo ha bisogno dell’uomo e dell’illusione per poter VIVERE.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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tu, lettore, potresti chiedermi il perchè di questo titolo, oppure, se sei più saggio e sensato, sbattertene e leggere senza interesse questo misero intervento.
non so perchè ho dato questo nome al mio scritto, nè so perchè scrivo, nè so COSA scrivo.
ho smesso di cercare una giustificazione per le mie azioni, batto sui tasti della tastiera e basta, giusto perchè il suono è carino e mi tiene sveglio.
la mia mente è ottenebrata da un sonno che da tempo ha ormai vinto la battaglia contro le mie membra esauste, tenute ormai in vita solo dalla dea caffeina che muove la mia persona come il burattinaio muove i fili della marionetta inanimata..
 
..già che non ho nulla da fare, esprimerò il mio sentito disgusto carico di invidia per coloro che possono oziare e porcheggiare tutto il giorno, senza pudore, senza ritegno.
non sapete come vorrei anch’io poter fare come voi..
 
.. la vostra sveglia sfaticata ad ore ignobili, la colazione pigiamosa che consumate con orrenda calma, ancora accigliati dalla molesta luce del mezzodì; il vostro sguardo perso nel nulla, la vostra mente vuota che subisce lo scorrere dei minuti mentre nel mondo esterno la società perbenista si affatica stupidamente.  .. il vostro vagare senza meta per la casa, il vostro svaccarvi sul divano a peso morto, stiracchiando i vostri arti intorpiditi dal recente risveglio e dai bagordi fino a tarda notte della sera prima.. così incredibilmente svogliati nel vostro "larveggiare" che persino allungare il braccino per prendere il telecomando sul pavimento è un’impresa al di fuori della vostra portata..
 
spero non ve la prendiate toppo, cari vacanzieri sbrindellati, se vi auguro che vi venga un crampo al polpaccio mentre vi stiracchiate sul divano, o che vi vada di traverso almeno un po’ della vostra colazione oziosa: non è che ve lo auguro perchè sono cattivo, stronzo e rompicoglioni.. sono solo mortalmente invidioso, e spero che, con qualche accidente qua e là, voi sfaticati possiate trovare anche un solo secondo per pensare a quei poveri sfigati che, come il sottoscritto, al posto che stendersi a pelle d’orso, sono a studiare che
 
IlRapportoTraIlCuboDelSemiasseMaggioreDell’OrbitaEIlQuadratoDelPeriodoDiRivoluzioneèLoStessoPerTuttiIPianeti.. o roba del genere, e non perchè sono obbligati a studiarla, ma bensì perchè devono affrontare i loro esecutori, pronti a mietere i teneri colli degli aspiranti maturandi.
 
e, a proposito, quanto alla maturità, io speriamo che me la cavo
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